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Name: Ellen
Country: United States
State: Illinois
Birthday: 9/12/1986
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Friday, August 10, 2007

I am so blessed. So far, throughout this year, God has just been showing me how much He has blessed me. Starting with the New Year, remembering all the people who prayed for me and Jane while we were recuperating and until now, all the people who continue to pray for all of us like my parents, relatives, friends, pastors, and church members. I’m starting to understand a bit more and more as time passes how great God’s love is for us. I realize that if I don’t take the time to confirm the answers and blessings that God has given me, I lose hold of how amazing God is and I forget all the works He has accomplished in my life. Even now, after all the conferences are over, I’m still here in Korea, living at Chongshin and the place where they’re building the RUTC. Year after year, I’m here at the RUTC. I get to see God’s plan being fulfilled first-hand. So many people pray for this place, pray for the RUTC. I know I’m not that big on living in the country but seeing these mountains everyday, walking around on this land, it’s quite an amazing experience. I feel so foolish for not realizing it beforehand. Regardless, I’m just so thankful. I’m thankful for God’s perfect sovereignty and guidance that has led me to where I am now.

This summer, God has made me grow in ways I didn’t expect. At times, it was frustrating and difficult, but I’ve learned so much. I see that God has perfect plan for me and all I need to do is pray and follow His Word. I honestly thought my French major would be useless. Who uses French back in the States? Yet, I see now that all those years of French classes and going to Paris so many times were all part of His guidance. Many of my reasons for going to Paris last year were purely selfish but even with that, God was perfect. I’m thankful that I can give glory to God through the skills that He’s given me. I see how important France is and how important the French language is. I’m so happy that I met Mihee, Jungmi, Yunsoo, Taehee, Boram, and the entire French team that was here this year. I loved the forum and time I spent with the French team. I’ll never forget our times of prayer in that little translation booth. I don’t think I’ve ever prayed that sincerely for God to guide us and use us for His glory. Honestly, everything that happened this summer was by the grace of God. I see how lacking I am and how I need to widen my vessel. I want to go back home and crack open those French grammar books again. I want to better equip myself with the gospel and the skills to serve Him. I’m excited to see where God leads our French team in the future. I know He has amazing and surprising things planned for us.

I want to say thanks to all the people who encouraged me and prayed for me this summer. I truly appreciated it. Thank you for asking how my day was or asking how things were going with the French team. Thank you for being there when I cried or when I just needed to vent. Thank you for listening and thank you for talking with me. It meant a lot to know that you cared and your words and prayers of encouragement did wonders.

I see how God is changing me little by little through His Word. I’m excited for my senior year at UIC. I’m excited to go back and serve my campus. I’m excited to see how God uses me and guides me.

 “being confident of this, that he who began a good work in you will carry it on to completion until the day of Christ Jesus.” Phil 1:6

Pics:
 
watching the musical with the fam

the medical staff at leader's retreat

reunion of last year's forum group

waiting in line for wrc

with john and alex at the beach

the french team =)


Wednesday, April 04, 2007

So...in a couple of weeks, I will be running for the American Cancer Society Relay for Life at U of I. What is Relay for Life? The American Cancer Society states "Relay For Life is an overnight event that brings our community together to help support the American Cancer Society and its lifesaving mission to eliminate cancer as a major health problem. The Society works hard every day to prevent cancer and save lives by supporting groundbreaking research, affecting public policies that protect us from cancer, and educating people on how to prevent or detect cancer early. The Society helps people with cancer right here in our own community. And our efforts at Relay For Life can help the American Cancer Society to keep working toward a cancer-free future." The money raised for the American Cancer Society goes to a number of different programs, like the wig bank and resources for cancer patients and survivors. I need to fundraise for this event, so if you could and would like to make a donation, please let me know. Any contribution would really make a difference, and bring us that much closer to the National Cancer Institute's goal to eradicate cancer by 2015. Fighting cancer is a cause that really important to me and my friends so if you can contribute in any way, it will be much appreciated. Thanks guys!


Monday, February 12, 2007

so i'm back to the dreary life of school. i know there are people who say that school is better than work, but i feel like id rather work. im excited to go to med school, but as for now, undergrad is not that fun. looking back on my posts, it's really hard to imagine that i am the same person who studied abroad in paris. it's kinda funny how i compartmentalize my life and how that part of my life passed by so quickly. it meant so much to me while i was there, and it definitely has changed me, but the feeling of it is so fleeting. i miss paris so much. i miss the feeling of not being burdened with medical bills, insurance, and whatever else life throws my way. the past month and a half has been quite the roller coaster ride. but it hasn't been all bad. i'm really grateful for the time i got to spend with all of my family last week. we weren't meeting under the best of circumstances, but it was nice to be together again. and i must say that i do like seattle's weather better than chicago's. i know it's already february and the new year has already passed, but i'm gonna make my new year's resolutions now. i think i need to organize my life and have a fresh new start. i didn't really have a chance to make my new years resolutions on new years so i'll do it now. anyways.. im gonna post up some pictures of last week because they make me happy. =)


my niece kayla trying to eat a plant


haha.. i just like this picture.. me and my cousin bobby


dash point, washington


bobby and daniel trying to feed a hot cheetos to a fish


they somehow shoved the cheetos into the fish's mouth. fish cruelty..


daniel, jane, and my cousin jae.


Wednesday, January 03, 2007

new year's this year has been quite a whirlwind already. i didn't expect to count down to the new year lying in a hospital bed. not my idea of fun. however, i'm just immensely grateful that me and my sister are alive. on new year's eve, me and my sister jane were on the highway headed toward church for service. we were only about 5 miles away from church (which is what frustrates me). we were in the very left hand lane before the tollway on I-294N when the car in my right lane didn't see us and swerved into our lane. i tried to avoid it but the roads were really slippery because it had been raining a bit. somehow our cars crashed together and i lost control of the car. my car spun across four or five lanes of traffic and we ended up knocking down an electrical pole and then landed in a ditch next to the highway. luckily i hit the pole on my side so jane wasn't hurt too bad. she ended up getting some stitches on her foreheard. i got a bunch of bruises and cuts and my face looks pretty awful from the airbag hitting my face so hard. the only thing that the doctors are really worried about is my eye. at first the eye specialist scared me by saying that worst case, i might lose vision in my eye, but when i went back yesterday i can finally see some shapes. it might not sound like much, but its a definite improvement because right after the accident i couldn't see a thing. he says i have a long way to go but i'm hopeful. =) the only stressful thing now is insurance. they're trying to figure out if the other car hit me first or if i hit the car when i tried to gain control of the car. according to what they figure out, if the car didn't hit me first when it swerved into my lane, then they say that it's my fault and that my insurance has to cover the damages. unfortunately our insurance hardly covers any of our medical bills so that means that my parents would have to pay for everything and believe me, it's a lot. they ran CT scans and EKGs and the whole works. it's a bit worrisome. my parents dont want me to stress because they're just happy that we're ok, but yet if insurance bites our butt, then i can't imagine how much of a financial strain it'll be on our family. anyways.. im thankful that God protected us and im thankul how minor our injuries were for how bad the accident was. hopefully the new year can only get better from here. thanks to all the people who prayed for me and my sister and for all the calls. it really means a lot.. =)


Tuesday, December 05, 2006

alrite.. this weekend was insane.. i am in love with the south of france and monaco. i went to nice for the weekend with some friends and while we were there, we decided to head over to monte carlo for a day. i felt like i was in a movie the whole time i was in monaco. i have never been even close to seeing so many ferraris and yachts. we got invited onto a yacht but we didn't have much time so we declined.. now i wish we had gone on for even just a couple minutes.. the weather was insanely beautiful. it's been rainy in paris for the past couple days so it was nice to go and enjoy the beach. it was strange wearing t-shirts in december. im trying to write about my weekend.. but it's just too hard.. i'll just post some pictures..

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nice, france

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sunset on the mediterranean

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a ferrari dealership (for all the boys)

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the harbor at monaco with all the yachts

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on our trek to monte carlo

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the casino at monte carlo

alrite that's all for now.. must go back to writing papers..

 



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